I just downloaded a new app on my android phone, it keeps track of how many days I have been sober. It also has quotes, I think they are sent in by app users. The one that came up today really hit home:
I wonder exactly how much time I have spent just lying down, biologically purging the poison from my body, and actively thinking about how shitty my life was? Fuck. Literally just lying down was my second biggest hobby (next to drinking). After five months, I can barely even believe that it was such a big part of my life. Literally lying down. What a fucking waste!