I woke up this morning, and realized that I no longer am feeling the overwhelming stress and doom of living in the same home as my son and husband. That pit in my stomach is gone.
I have been working the third step with my amazing sponsor. Although I have not narrowed down exactly what my higher power is, something is working.
I am working hard at letting go.
I am working on not trying to control everything. (The fridge is a mess, I let it go. Next up? I haven’t figured that out yet.)
I am trying to be more willing, and less willful.
Thanks again to my wonderful sponsor’s suggestion, I now have a God box. It has quite a few bits of paper in it, and I just started on Monday. It actually works!
“A beginning, even the smallest is all that is needed”